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Like I said, Iapos;m not as strong as I appear to be.
I appear to be dao/emo/fierce/ahhlian/whatever.
I AM NOT WHAT I APPEAR TO BE.

And the reason I flared up at you because you mistreated the trust I gave you.

Little thing, isnapos;t it? Itapos;s just another joke YES Iapos;m telling you RIGHT INTO YOUR FACE that I canapos;t take jokes, happy?

Imagine everyday youapos;re facing a whole world of "strangers". You donapos;t know who to trust, who not to. NO ONE is trustworthy now. Because it seems that Iapos;m always making wrong judgements. Maybe the only person I can trust is God the Father because I KNOW He wonapos;t lie to me He wonapos;t make fun of me when I donapos;t like it and He is the one that can truly understand.

I can be crazy, I can be loud, I can be a lot of things, but the on the basis that I am a human being. I am still a human being.�A human being has feelings and emotions. It needs to feel safe, secure, everything.

like I said, Iapos;m not a toy. Not like you can just pick me up and play with me when you want to and throw me aside when you donapos;t feel like playing with it.

And please, he knows the limit, YOU DONapos;T. YOU OBVIOUSLY DONapos;T. He had never went past that line but YOU DID.

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I donapos;t want to be reminded of the past. The past and the past and the past. I cannot walk out of it and I donapos;t think I ever will be if I continue to stay there. I think I should just stop sticking out like a sore thumb. Like seriously.

You all never understand whatever Iapos;m going through. Life is not as rosy as you all are thinking of it to be. Donapos;t think what all mothers love their children thatapos;s a whole lot of CRAP. Rubbish. Who believes in them? I donapos;t. And sometimes I donapos;t see the need in honouring them. Not with the fact that they throw insults and insults at you.
You donapos;t understand it at all because you donapos;t go through it. You donapos;t know what it feels like to be not able to trust the people whom you are supposed to love the most apart from�God. NO YOU DONapos;T Donapos;t think you do. Stop acting like some smart ass freaks thinking that you know EVERYTHING in the world.

I lack faith. I lack a lot a lot of faith. I need faith.
Sometimes I feel tired. Too tired for things.�Too tired for worship.�Too tired to go to church.�To tired to listen to sermon. Too tired to pray. Too tired to do everything.
I donapos;t want that.�I want to grow in spiritual maturity but I think I need to curb my backsliding first.
I donapos;t know what�I am holding back. Anyway, isnapos;t it easy to just let God lead me into life and actions? I donapos;t need to even think because I know He will be there.

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I seriously donapos;t like it when people just keep bullying me, thinking that Iapos;m some person without feelings and can take all jokes in the universe.

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